i'm suppose to write diz on the 7th but i got no time he...he...he...
guess wats on the 7th of April...?its my burthday huhue yeah i'm 25 already.but u wanna know what...its the best birthday i ever had.it'll be listed in the 'LIST OF THE BEST BIRTHDAYS I EVER HAVE'.
it didnt started as gud as i thaught.i went to a camping with my UiTM's club.it was my first camping after two years didnt do it.meet sum old frens.it was a great camping.i'm soo happy.got back on the 6th.got plan wif Dhia.she wanna meet me coz she's bored but i knew dat she miss me soo much he...he...he...coz i'm also missing her huhue.the plan is i got back from camping b4 4 or 5 pm but guess wat...we arrived ard 6.30..almost 7...i'd messaged her and she was soo sad coz she'd already got plan.wanna hang out that nite.i knew she really pissed off with me...she dont wanna hang out...she wanna go out alone...dont wanna tell me where she wanna go huhue she really pissed off...damn i'm finished huhue
i'd try to make it up to her.i'd try to go and met her as soon as possible.my car suddenly got problem.it cant go fast.i'd reached at her place around 11.30pm.her frens nadirah and bakau was already there.with her mom and guess wat...she invited me to go inside.are u crazy...its already 11.30...but i had to coz her mom invited me.ala main mak ni yang tak best huhue i went inside and chatted wif bakau and Dhia's mama.nothing much.just a bit about politics,education...and i dunno where the hell was she...then suddenly..'HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZAIM...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U...'with a cheese cake...my fav and the best thing was she'd baked it herself huhue i'm so shy.i kept on smiling all the time huhue thanx dear.then we went to mali and had some drinks.she said that she got nothing to give to me as a prezen...got nomoney la..ape la..hey the cake is more than enough k...i dont want any fancy prezen.jez ur thought to me...dats enough.for me,to be remembered by sumbody tht u love is already mean a lot rite..q=p then around 1am we went back.she went inside and gave me the cake.she said she wanna took two pieces...but she left me jez half of it huhue...
there was an extra paper bag...ala ape lagi tu....she got sumting for me.its a black box huhue and she'd asked me to open it...to try it afraid if its too small...its a shirt huhue damn i like it.thanx dear...but there's still 1more thing...its colbie caillat's cd.huhue i like it very much.i dunno y but i really2 like it.thanx soooo much huhue
i never had a birthday celebration like this before.its sooo simple yet sooo meaningful to me.thanx BB.i'm soo happy.i'm soo lucky because u had chosen me to be urs q=p
another thing that had made this 25th birthday is the special birthday...becoz...my beloved sister had wished me...she'd sent me a birthday wish.she'd never gave me any birthday wish.i knew that she knew my birthday but she keep on forgetting to wish me.i'm the one that always had to remind her...she will like 'ala birthday ko ke...sorry weh.aku lupe.nanti aku bagi birthdday prezen ek.ko nak ape...kasut?' huhue but this year.she'd sent me a birthday wish huhue
thanx sis q=)
my fam also wish me.i dunno...thanx to all that had wished me.all the wishes had made my day.yup there is nothing else i can ask for q=p thanx u guys...thanx to my family, frens...and my gal huhue mmmmmmmmuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhxxxxxxx LUV U ALL!!!!!
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Sunday, April 6, 2008
huhue
jez happend...y does she think like dat...?i'm dissapointed...no u still dunno me.10 years is not enough ryt...
i do wanna see u happy...i do wanna see u spend ur time with a guy that deserve u.dats wat i'm trying to do rite...
but must i provide u with everything...?u guys already know each other.went out together even jez once..i already knew rite but u'r not ready to tell him.i wanted to tell him but...i dunno.i'm not sure bcoz of wat had happened.i tell u wat had happened...my fren told me that he already have a gf...its make me feel guilty.."dont worry.he's the right guy for u.....he appreciate woman....he know how to make u happy....he's loyal..."thats wat i keep telling u about him...but then he's with another gal but yet still messaging u..cal u dear and such...its hurt me coz i dont want him to be that kind of person.i want him to jez entertain u...jez have u...not being wif u...and another gal...and anoter gal...becoz U R SSSOOO NOT LIKE DAT...when u luv a guy, u can commit.u luv him with all ur heart.i dont want u to get hurt and wat about the 'probation' thing...its hurt me.this is my best fren u'r talking about...my sista....i luv her soooo much...like i luv u....and u said that u wanna do a test drive first.....but still i think that he's still the one that suit her
and u...u can go to meet him...drive at night wif ur car that didnt have a roadtax and u jez got a tic and a court order bcoz of that...but still u drive there and meet him...but then when i ask u to arrange the meeting...u got mad...y...?
its him that gave all the reason rite..."i'm worried about him...he need u more than i do...."come on la.prove it that not jez a reason.u'r the one who got the problem with this so u'r the one who have to fix it.i'm ok wif the both of u gt together.one of my dream actually.come on.stop punishing others jez becoz of ur past.people arent same rite...
i jez tired...tired of doing everything jez to make both of u to be together.its ur relationship to-be...its ur job to make it ok, if u guys want it, rite...so why does i'm the one that have to arrange for the meeting,get the three of us to seat on 1 table and trying to get along...q=( i can get along with u...and i can get along with him...its the both of u that cant get along wif me.come on....both of u are matured already rite...u guys know better...
i dunno...i feel like u still dont trust me...still dont understand me...and it makes me sad...so sad...but hey...where are only human rite.and i luv u so much.SSSOOOOO VVVVEEERRRRYYYY VVVVEEEERRRRYYYYY MUCH!!!!!! wat am i asking is please trust me...jez trust me.i know its hard to understand people.so just trust me....
and about him...no...u dunno me.u dunno me, jez like i dunno u.but still...i think u'r the one that suitable for her...i dunno...maybe i just hope it to be like that...
I LUV BOTH OF U SO MUCH
U R MY ONLY BROTHER AND SISTER THAT I HAVE
i do wanna see u happy...i do wanna see u spend ur time with a guy that deserve u.dats wat i'm trying to do rite...
but must i provide u with everything...?u guys already know each other.went out together even jez once..i already knew rite but u'r not ready to tell him.i wanted to tell him but...i dunno.i'm not sure bcoz of wat had happened.i tell u wat had happened...my fren told me that he already have a gf...its make me feel guilty.."dont worry.he's the right guy for u.....he appreciate woman....he know how to make u happy....he's loyal..."thats wat i keep telling u about him...but then he's with another gal but yet still messaging u..cal u dear and such...its hurt me coz i dont want him to be that kind of person.i want him to jez entertain u...jez have u...not being wif u...and another gal...and anoter gal...becoz U R SSSOOO NOT LIKE DAT...when u luv a guy, u can commit.u luv him with all ur heart.i dont want u to get hurt and wat about the 'probation' thing...its hurt me.this is my best fren u'r talking about...my sista....i luv her soooo much...like i luv u....and u said that u wanna do a test drive first.....but still i think that he's still the one that suit her
and u...u can go to meet him...drive at night wif ur car that didnt have a roadtax and u jez got a tic and a court order bcoz of that...but still u drive there and meet him...but then when i ask u to arrange the meeting...u got mad...y...?
its him that gave all the reason rite..."i'm worried about him...he need u more than i do...."come on la.prove it that not jez a reason.u'r the one who got the problem with this so u'r the one who have to fix it.i'm ok wif the both of u gt together.one of my dream actually.come on.stop punishing others jez becoz of ur past.people arent same rite...
i jez tired...tired of doing everything jez to make both of u to be together.its ur relationship to-be...its ur job to make it ok, if u guys want it, rite...so why does i'm the one that have to arrange for the meeting,get the three of us to seat on 1 table and trying to get along...q=( i can get along with u...and i can get along with him...its the both of u that cant get along wif me.come on....both of u are matured already rite...u guys know better...
i dunno...i feel like u still dont trust me...still dont understand me...and it makes me sad...so sad...but hey...where are only human rite.and i luv u so much.SSSOOOOO VVVVEEERRRRYYYY VVVVEEEERRRRYYYYY MUCH!!!!!! wat am i asking is please trust me...jez trust me.i know its hard to understand people.so just trust me....
and about him...no...u dunno me.u dunno me, jez like i dunno u.but still...i think u'r the one that suitable for her...i dunno...maybe i just hope it to be like that...
I LUV BOTH OF U SO MUCH
U R MY ONLY BROTHER AND SISTER THAT I HAVE
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
hello
hello everybody.i'v been trying to do this thing for a long time he...he...he.. now i'm finally typing sumting for u guys q=p (i dunno wat to write actually...q=p)
just wanna make a conversation k.how many of u guys ever think dat u r the most unluckiest human ever live...ur life sucks maybe...u dont have enough money.how u wish u can be in sumbody's life...ever said to urself 'how i wish i can be him/her'...well thats me before.i really wish i can be sumbody else.how i wish i can be richer.i'd regret everything that i had.saying how unlucky i'm.my family not that rich.i cant get anything that i want eventho i'd try my best.sumtimes i even got angry wif my mum and dad because they cant get me everything that i want,while my frens, they even got the things that they dont want.i was piss off.saying how unfair the world had treat me...
until i met sumone.he'd changed me.i met him 3years ago.his life is tougher than me.he only got his mum and sista.he have to support them.he got nobody else.they will share everything that he and his mum got from his allowance his mum 'pencen'.he drive his old saga.he wear a 10-15years old clothes.he bought her sister a nice handphone but for him,he just use and old one.no colour screen, no fancy ringtones...and he never winding...he never told people that he live a bad life because he never had one.yes.he got no money...but he got everything that he needed the most.his family that will be there for him.he keep on smiling.i'm really2 envy him.we'v been a gud frens,well for me he is my gudfren q=)
this guy,he really have a big passion about cars.about engine and speed.he keep on taliking about it like me talking about football.i know how he is really into carscoz i can see it from the way he say it.the way he told me how he wanna do diz and dat to his car.and i'm enjoying it coz i'm happy.i'm happy becoz he is sssooooo happy when we talk about car, eventho i dont no anything about cars.and i know he knew it but he keep telling me and i'm really2 glad to be the one that he can share sumthing that he interest with.
last month,diz guy and i,got sum extra money (actually we loan it from our koperasi he...he...he...).he was so happy coz with dat money he can upgrade his satria.he had talked about changing his engine's block,doing this and doing that and he had updated me wif everyhting that he had done.and he was very happy.i mean he was really2 very2 happy.
then sumthing bad happened...sumthing really2 bad happened...he got involved with a car accident...it didnt sound serious at first.i went to visit him after attended my frens wedding.i'm shocked..he was badly injured.he'd hurt his face badly.he broke his right leg.i'm soo sad.i saw his mum standing near to him.i saw his sister...the two people that matter the most to him.i went to see his mum and sis.they were crying.i went next to him.he saw me.he tried to shake hand with me.he'd sounded really sad.he said dat his face hurt really bad.he got a broken nose.he was in a great pain.and i heard dat his car was a total lost.all his passion,his time and most of his money just gone into the drain...just like that...and he stil didnt know about it..it hurt me to see him in such condition.i'd tried to be strong.to give him support.to make him strong...but there's nutin much i can do...
the next day i went to see him...i'm shocked.he'd been him again.the person that i knew.he start making us laugh.he is strong...he is really2 strong.i'm so glad that i'd met a guy like him.i hope that everybody out there that always feel like the whole world is always against u..think wisely.we r lucky enough.there is always sumbody out there that is not as lucky as we do.try to appreciate everything that we got.be thankfull.and this goes to me to q=)
GET WELL SOON BRO...q=)
just wanna make a conversation k.how many of u guys ever think dat u r the most unluckiest human ever live...ur life sucks maybe...u dont have enough money.how u wish u can be in sumbody's life...ever said to urself 'how i wish i can be him/her'...well thats me before.i really wish i can be sumbody else.how i wish i can be richer.i'd regret everything that i had.saying how unlucky i'm.my family not that rich.i cant get anything that i want eventho i'd try my best.sumtimes i even got angry wif my mum and dad because they cant get me everything that i want,while my frens, they even got the things that they dont want.i was piss off.saying how unfair the world had treat me...
until i met sumone.he'd changed me.i met him 3years ago.his life is tougher than me.he only got his mum and sista.he have to support them.he got nobody else.they will share everything that he and his mum got from his allowance his mum 'pencen'.he drive his old saga.he wear a 10-15years old clothes.he bought her sister a nice handphone but for him,he just use and old one.no colour screen, no fancy ringtones...and he never winding...he never told people that he live a bad life because he never had one.yes.he got no money...but he got everything that he needed the most.his family that will be there for him.he keep on smiling.i'm really2 envy him.we'v been a gud frens,well for me he is my gudfren q=)
this guy,he really have a big passion about cars.about engine and speed.he keep on taliking about it like me talking about football.i know how he is really into carscoz i can see it from the way he say it.the way he told me how he wanna do diz and dat to his car.and i'm enjoying it coz i'm happy.i'm happy becoz he is sssooooo happy when we talk about car, eventho i dont no anything about cars.and i know he knew it but he keep telling me and i'm really2 glad to be the one that he can share sumthing that he interest with.
last month,diz guy and i,got sum extra money (actually we loan it from our koperasi he...he...he...).he was so happy coz with dat money he can upgrade his satria.he had talked about changing his engine's block,doing this and doing that and he had updated me wif everyhting that he had done.and he was very happy.i mean he was really2 very2 happy.
then sumthing bad happened...sumthing really2 bad happened...he got involved with a car accident...it didnt sound serious at first.i went to visit him after attended my frens wedding.i'm shocked..he was badly injured.he'd hurt his face badly.he broke his right leg.i'm soo sad.i saw his mum standing near to him.i saw his sister...the two people that matter the most to him.i went to see his mum and sis.they were crying.i went next to him.he saw me.he tried to shake hand with me.he'd sounded really sad.he said dat his face hurt really bad.he got a broken nose.he was in a great pain.and i heard dat his car was a total lost.all his passion,his time and most of his money just gone into the drain...just like that...and he stil didnt know about it..it hurt me to see him in such condition.i'd tried to be strong.to give him support.to make him strong...but there's nutin much i can do...
the next day i went to see him...i'm shocked.he'd been him again.the person that i knew.he start making us laugh.he is strong...he is really2 strong.i'm so glad that i'd met a guy like him.i hope that everybody out there that always feel like the whole world is always against u..think wisely.we r lucky enough.there is always sumbody out there that is not as lucky as we do.try to appreciate everything that we got.be thankfull.and this goes to me to q=)
GET WELL SOON BRO...q=)
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